trackgirl

i think i'm seriously going through a deep deppression right now. i want to be beautiful. i want to be skinny, and not fat. but some of this conflicts with my running, which is one of the things i love most. but i can't run, cuz my foot is broken. and when it's broken, i gain weight, cause i can't run. this is really really depressing for me. i want to be skinny. i want to run. i hate myself. i've gaine so much weight. this girl in my school asked me how much i weighed. WHAT THE HECK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN? AHHH!!! im never going to eat again. i hate food. i hate hate hate eating and looking like a bloated cow. i hate myself. i'm pathetic.